I cannot work this out if you don't want it to. I cannot be the one who works so hard at this while you sit back and blame every little thing that crops up on me. I wish this could work and I'm sure we could get past silly factors like distance and my-never-picking-up-my-handphone if we tried. I don't want to be the first one to apologise just to please you. Because I am not some mindless drone you can order around.

And I am sick and tired of you threatening to break things off because we aren't even together yet.

I love you but how do you expect us to work if you keep sabotaging this with petty fights?